I’m going to wake up in a few hours and find out the future of the country I was born in and have lived in all of my life. I feel a lot of feelings right now. I hope we get independence. I really hope we do.
I really need someone at the moment. not on the internet. not in my head. I need someone to truly, willingly care for me right now. I am starting to feel really ill again and can only see it getting worse. I have so much to say and no way of getting it out. Fearful. Fearful of the next few weeks or months or years - I’ve lost track of how my episodes work.
i just want us to talk again